when down by the coops, i kept wondering and thinking about a facebook interaction.
Do you trust God"s guidance? by Isabelle Tierney
In order to surrender to God, it helps to trust that this will created the highest outcome in our life.
Do you trust Spirit's guidance for you?
If yes, please share why.
If no, please share why.
I used to say: do you trust in Being....but my reply was:
i don't call it god, but i trust it
What do you call it
don't actually ....like i recently got 'the call" or another one...and
it just comes, i listen and do what is needed/asked for something like
that....
I like that answer.
As I create content for my course on "how to listen to "?", I am filled
with curiosity on how to use words to convey the unspeakable.
i was just wondering about the naming thing...and...ii am unable to name it...whatever name i came up with, was limiting "it"
divine guidance? or maybe just guidance...but...not from a person or program...so how to convey the other kind ...?
You just journeyed into my mind and heart ! How to convey the unconveyable.
exactly
when we say - do you trust the great spirit, the spirit that moves through all things, God, Allah, Being, the Absolute...it often comes with some cultural interpretation and limitation, too much for some. any language will be limiting, and I like spirit/universe, but then what i came up with was this:
i trust in what IS ...the big ISNESS of all that is...
it moves, it knows and when there is, in humans, momentary or longer...non resistance to movement (and it is not meant as physical movement) - non-resistance to IT's presence, when there is openness, willingness, then IT moves you...you really just are a being moved, as in taking appropriate right action, only at that moment there is no you. it is amazing how effortless it is, how there are no egoic considerations, how peaceful, how things just fall into place, there is energy and joy...but none of those terms feel as they used to.
even if that which '"i" ended up doing may later be looked at by myself as ...oh, that is so little, not much, too ineffective blah blah blah, when it moves through you...it is not so much guidance of a you, it is being you. and it knows all and flows in the way it needs to be flowed through you - and we like to think of it as for the benefit of it/all.
it is beautiful
it moves through all things and most creatures. it is the "conscious" creatures where potentially that flow gets twarted and stuck. this is where the free will also comes in, (though some schools say there really is no such thing as free will). the beauty of it is that those creatures appear to be able to work to open themselves, allow the flow in a conscious willingness, to give up the little me but allow "IT" to flow and express and move as you. maybe "IT" is just having fun going through all the various awakenings to find itself again, to experience those times when the ego releases and there is freedom - home while incarnate - something like that.
and maybe, it is simply another level, part of the human potential, this other flow and ease level. after all, the functions of most the DNA are not understood.
c.
Saturday, June 24, 2017
Wednesday, May 31, 2017
Distance Energy Healing
Distance Energy Healing - Announcement
Where I work, a lot has been said recently about healing and alternative healing centers. Healing - or, as it were - becoming whole - appears to be much needed on this earth these days.
However, even though trained in energy healing, it was not until this past Sunday, 3 days ago, that I - or something in me - got (or heard) the call. It happened in the kitchen during the preparation of lunch.
It was all laid out in front of my mind's eyes. When something like that comes through, there is not much of a choice for me but to act on it, take appropriate steps and then see if it is supported, wanted and possible. (If not, I'm off the kook, so to speak :)
As it is, there will be a live event added to gorebaggtv on lifestream:
Distance Energy Healing - online via gorebaggtv
on this page - https://livestream.com/gorebaggtv
Distance Energy Work and Healing Space with Dok and Higher Vibrational Energy Beings. All are welcome. To indicate your openness for energy work: sign in, type OCD or speak YES in your own space.
This event is online/ distance only - not onsite or hands-on
Date: Fridays - starting with orientation June 2.
Time: 10:30 am - 11:30 am pacific
What you can do to prepare for the times/space includes:
Also here is an important point to consider: this is a shared space. Whatever care you bring to your personal space, will influence the entire field. So when setting up your space, it contributes to everyone's space...we are all in the same healing space. There may be times when you don't have any extra energy to set up anything, and that is ok too, so no worries, it is good to know however that you are not only doing it for yourself when you bring care and attention to your own space.
How the sessions go:
The first few minutes of the hour will be used to settle in, check mic volume (hoping for feedback from the online folks) and do some relaxation exercises.
Then the camera will be turned to an image or object or the fish tank in the space where I will be working.
and the music will start - and play for about 35 minutes - the energy work happens during that time.
The entire session will be higher energy and higher being guided.
If you were to watch me, you could see mostly hand movements. I will be moving, and removing energy blockages, balancing energy fields via energy streaming through the body and hands. Energy movements can also happen through invoked higher vibrational entities and angelic presences.
Your attendance constitutes an agreement to receive energy work through higher energies and entities.
IF you do not wish any change or effect, please do not remain in the space!
There is no charge for the energy work. There is also no guarantee you will be "chosen" - maybe simply being in the healing field is what is called for that day.
The energy work can address all levels of the energy field.
As the higher levels get cleared, physical healing can follow. You might have heard that spirit is senior to matter...if only we truly believed that.
Attending the Distance Energy Healing Event constitutes asking for help. It would be unlawful for me to "help" anyone who has not asked for it. This means, if you are in the space, you agree and have asked to be "worked on" or helped by higher vibrational energies and entities. Sometimes you can feel those, (for example tingling, pressure, discomfort, flashes of lifetime memories, warmth in various areas of your body) sometimes you won't. If you don't feel anything, it does not mean there was no energy work. While my perception allows to see shapes and shade of energy and light-forms, I will deliberately not be seeing any "persons" per se.
Part of the energy work might in fact involve the invoking of higher entities to work.
There is 100 percent trust that no energy work will happen the effects of which cannot be handled by the recipient.
In a way, it is similar to the healing circles already happening in the prosperity ashram, or LRS healing readings or prayers, just different.
After the music stops, please be gentle with yourself. There will be some time to close. Give yourself at least a few minutes or longer, as long as you need, before getting up. After getting up, drinking a glass of water would be a good idea. Driving might not be a good idea right away.
Keeping a diary over the week noting effects can also be very helpful.
There is a prosperity path forum where you can share experiences. At this time, there is no plan to create a group, but, depending on how things go, there might be one in the future if the need arises.
Also remember: you can help your body re-adjust towards healing/wholeness simply by not ingesting any crappy, pesticide containing fake "foods" or beverages.
What makes me think I can do this.
First off, anyone fundamentally and basically can transmit energy deliberately. It requires intention, being clear and willingness. We Westerners, or maybe people in general, are just not taught about this - but as many mothers will know, placing her hands on an "owie" of a little one can just take the pain away. Intuitively, we still know.
There are some "credentials" however that I will list here
20 years in the medical field working as a pediatrician and in the NICU (neonatal intensive care unit).
Graduate of the 4 year Barbara Brennan School of Healing (2000)
Graduate of the 2 year Hakomi training.(2003)
2 years of maintaining a healing practice before moving to California.
There were other influences of course, one was the methods taught by Tom Brown Jr. in the philosophy classes.
I won't mention other, parallel lifetimes, but ok, I did meet one of my healer shaman selves during one of the PUP levels in Beacon Training level 1
Why am I offering this now: because I got the call 3 days ago, May 28, 2017. It is a matter of service and I would not have gotten the call if I were not able to do it. So I got the music, gave it to Oz, our sound engineer who agreed to put it together, talked to my teacher who supports it ("thought you should be doing this all along") oh well. The world seems to need it. We'll see what happens.
Can you tell others about this? - yes you may...as long as they understand the above point of attending: as asking for help. In fact, is there any part of the world where more wholed-healed individuals and environments would not be beneficial?
It would be good if everyone participating would read the info on this page.
You remain, at all times, responsible for yourself. The distance energy work and the healing spaces in which you participate in - is to support your health and well being on the path you are on, providing a space for healing on many levels. Hopefully, this will eventually reverberate to any living creatures wherever you are going. Please note that "I" am not doing any healing. I agreed to be a vessel through which energy can flow - as guided by higher self/forces. If your Self gives permission for energy to flow through blockages and stuck energy structures, things can start moving in ways they did not before.
Many blessings on your path, may you walk with ease and grace
Christiane aka Dok
Where I work, a lot has been said recently about healing and alternative healing centers. Healing - or, as it were - becoming whole - appears to be much needed on this earth these days.
However, even though trained in energy healing, it was not until this past Sunday, 3 days ago, that I - or something in me - got (or heard) the call. It happened in the kitchen during the preparation of lunch.
It was all laid out in front of my mind's eyes. When something like that comes through, there is not much of a choice for me but to act on it, take appropriate steps and then see if it is supported, wanted and possible. (If not, I'm off the kook, so to speak :)
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| Healer Woman - Carved Sandstone |
on this page - https://livestream.com/gorebaggtv
Distance Energy Work and Healing Space with Dok and Higher Vibrational Energy Beings. All are welcome. To indicate your openness for energy work: sign in, type OCD or speak YES in your own space.
This event is online/ distance only - not onsite or hands-on
Date: Fridays - starting with orientation June 2.
Time: 10:30 am - 11:30 am pacific
What you can do to prepare for the times/space includes:
- create a space where you can be either lying down or sitting comfortably
- maybe have a mat or blanket to lie down on, pillows for knees etc., cover in case you get cool.
- if you have a superbeacon, sit with it for a few minutes beforehand
- have any meaningful images or altar objects set up in the space if you wish. (this could be angelic, Mother Mary, gods and goddesses, spirit guides, teachers, gemstones, photos etc)
- smudge the room if you can and appropriate where you live.
- invoke or call on your higher self or higher vibrational beings to aid or work on you.
- cultivate an attitude or willingness for change and towards wholeness, a willingness to let go of old patterns
- if possible, turn your phone on vibrate and leave it elsewhere
Also here is an important point to consider: this is a shared space. Whatever care you bring to your personal space, will influence the entire field. So when setting up your space, it contributes to everyone's space...we are all in the same healing space. There may be times when you don't have any extra energy to set up anything, and that is ok too, so no worries, it is good to know however that you are not only doing it for yourself when you bring care and attention to your own space.
How the sessions go:
The first few minutes of the hour will be used to settle in, check mic volume (hoping for feedback from the online folks) and do some relaxation exercises.
Then the camera will be turned to an image or object or the fish tank in the space where I will be working.
 |
| Art by Josephine Winsor |
The entire session will be higher energy and higher being guided.
If you were to watch me, you could see mostly hand movements. I will be moving, and removing energy blockages, balancing energy fields via energy streaming through the body and hands. Energy movements can also happen through invoked higher vibrational entities and angelic presences.
Your attendance constitutes an agreement to receive energy work through higher energies and entities.
IF you do not wish any change or effect, please do not remain in the space!
There is no charge for the energy work. There is also no guarantee you will be "chosen" - maybe simply being in the healing field is what is called for that day.
The energy work can address all levels of the energy field.
As the higher levels get cleared, physical healing can follow. You might have heard that spirit is senior to matter...if only we truly believed that.
Attending the Distance Energy Healing Event constitutes asking for help. It would be unlawful for me to "help" anyone who has not asked for it. This means, if you are in the space, you agree and have asked to be "worked on" or helped by higher vibrational energies and entities. Sometimes you can feel those, (for example tingling, pressure, discomfort, flashes of lifetime memories, warmth in various areas of your body) sometimes you won't. If you don't feel anything, it does not mean there was no energy work. While my perception allows to see shapes and shade of energy and light-forms, I will deliberately not be seeing any "persons" per se.
Part of the energy work might in fact involve the invoking of higher entities to work.
There is 100 percent trust that no energy work will happen the effects of which cannot be handled by the recipient.
In a way, it is similar to the healing circles already happening in the prosperity ashram, or LRS healing readings or prayers, just different.
 |
| Quantum Angel |
Keeping a diary over the week noting effects can also be very helpful.
There is a prosperity path forum where you can share experiences. At this time, there is no plan to create a group, but, depending on how things go, there might be one in the future if the need arises.
Also remember: you can help your body re-adjust towards healing/wholeness simply by not ingesting any crappy, pesticide containing fake "foods" or beverages.
What makes me think I can do this.
First off, anyone fundamentally and basically can transmit energy deliberately. It requires intention, being clear and willingness. We Westerners, or maybe people in general, are just not taught about this - but as many mothers will know, placing her hands on an "owie" of a little one can just take the pain away. Intuitively, we still know.
There are some "credentials" however that I will list here
20 years in the medical field working as a pediatrician and in the NICU (neonatal intensive care unit).
Graduate of the 4 year Barbara Brennan School of Healing (2000)
Graduate of the 2 year Hakomi training.(2003)
2 years of maintaining a healing practice before moving to California.
There were other influences of course, one was the methods taught by Tom Brown Jr. in the philosophy classes.
I won't mention other, parallel lifetimes, but ok, I did meet one of my healer shaman selves during one of the PUP levels in Beacon Training level 1
 |
| Drawing of the world of a shaman healer, jungle like on the outside, but replete with teleport and a "hut" where healings happened. They travel in transparent gliding spheres, not shown. |
Can you tell others about this? - yes you may...as long as they understand the above point of attending: as asking for help. In fact, is there any part of the world where more wholed-healed individuals and environments would not be beneficial?
It would be good if everyone participating would read the info on this page.
You remain, at all times, responsible for yourself. The distance energy work and the healing spaces in which you participate in - is to support your health and well being on the path you are on, providing a space for healing on many levels. Hopefully, this will eventually reverberate to any living creatures wherever you are going. Please note that "I" am not doing any healing. I agreed to be a vessel through which energy can flow - as guided by higher self/forces. If your Self gives permission for energy to flow through blockages and stuck energy structures, things can start moving in ways they did not before.
Many blessings on your path, may you walk with ease and grace
Christiane aka Dok
Sunday, May 14, 2017
Such a peaceful way to go in a real Sim
Lately I find myself - strangely content. It is an interesting state - as there really is nothing to do or nowhere to go, yet I find myself doing what I am doing etc.
In any case - that is basically so.
This evening I also am happy to hear someone else seems to be happy in the marriage she went into. There might have been some rocky phases, but, adjustments appear to have happened and things are going well, so the news are. This is good.
And I am wondering what it must be like to love and be loved like that - and live a life that is like that. Being nothing like that kind of attractive woman, in fact, not at all, or wanting to do what she does - the chances of that experience are slim, to say the least. My mission might be very different, anyway, all is well.
The other day, one of my first flock hens died, Faye. She was five. She was a mama once. She got sick almost 2 years ago but then was well till a couple of months ago, when it caught up with her. This time, I was ready for her to go.
She still went out with the flock that morning, the day she died, moving slowly, pecking at the food bucket contents. Some time in the afternoon, she was ready to go "in". The last 2 days I had lifted her in and out of the brooder box, which she chose to be in. After all, that is where she was as a baby chick when she got here. That afternoon, when I lifted her into the brooder box, she went to the back, didn't eat or drink, only to later sit in a way that would be facing me. And she just stayed there, sitting perfectly balanced, head centered and appearing comfortable. That late afternoon, I spent some timeless time sitting with her as she sat there - in and with the dying process. She seemed so inner focused, so "collected" for lack of a better word. Once she opened her eyes. Sometimes a slight trembling of the wings. The breathing already was changing, deep and regular, then shallow as if not breathing. The peace and silence of that space...in the midst of the rest of the world, the sounds familiar to her, was amazing. Such a beautiful peaceful way to go. Days before, when she still had been up on a roost, I had drained some fluid again from her abdomen as she appeared to have some slight trouble breathing. It helped, she didn't have any sign of breathing trouble again. I don't know if at any time she was in pain.
So - knowing how she left this world, no 'humane" killing seems a better choice to me. This reminds me of my 80 year old aunt, who died a couple of years ago of cancer (colon, surgery, chemo, chemo..later metastases in the lung). She got weaker and weaker, had to be helped, go so weak and thin, never any pain at all. And that is what I think can happen to birds too. Just like that. You make adjustments to help them, make sure they are safe...but killing them is an excuse in that case...it is for our selves, not their benefit.
There were others, each case is different. But this one went beautifully as far as I can tell. And I thanked and thanked the guides and universe for it.
Death by predator is not better than this, at least, it does not appear to me that it is preferable, from what I have seen and found.
Thinking of all this world as a SIM. Well, that is another story. Her animation slowed and then stopped. Spirit withdrawing the animation force....but then, it might have been written like that from the start. The spirit that moves through all things....what about dead "things"?
But does it really matter if it is a Sim or "real"? It is a real Sim.
There is gratitude for this one.
In any case - that is basically so.
This evening I also am happy to hear someone else seems to be happy in the marriage she went into. There might have been some rocky phases, but, adjustments appear to have happened and things are going well, so the news are. This is good.
And I am wondering what it must be like to love and be loved like that - and live a life that is like that. Being nothing like that kind of attractive woman, in fact, not at all, or wanting to do what she does - the chances of that experience are slim, to say the least. My mission might be very different, anyway, all is well.
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| 4 1/2 days still to go. |
She still went out with the flock that morning, the day she died, moving slowly, pecking at the food bucket contents. Some time in the afternoon, she was ready to go "in". The last 2 days I had lifted her in and out of the brooder box, which she chose to be in. After all, that is where she was as a baby chick when she got here. That afternoon, when I lifted her into the brooder box, she went to the back, didn't eat or drink, only to later sit in a way that would be facing me. And she just stayed there, sitting perfectly balanced, head centered and appearing comfortable. That late afternoon, I spent some timeless time sitting with her as she sat there - in and with the dying process. She seemed so inner focused, so "collected" for lack of a better word. Once she opened her eyes. Sometimes a slight trembling of the wings. The breathing already was changing, deep and regular, then shallow as if not breathing. The peace and silence of that space...in the midst of the rest of the world, the sounds familiar to her, was amazing. Such a beautiful peaceful way to go. Days before, when she still had been up on a roost, I had drained some fluid again from her abdomen as she appeared to have some slight trouble breathing. It helped, she didn't have any sign of breathing trouble again. I don't know if at any time she was in pain.
So - knowing how she left this world, no 'humane" killing seems a better choice to me. This reminds me of my 80 year old aunt, who died a couple of years ago of cancer (colon, surgery, chemo, chemo..later metastases in the lung). She got weaker and weaker, had to be helped, go so weak and thin, never any pain at all. And that is what I think can happen to birds too. Just like that. You make adjustments to help them, make sure they are safe...but killing them is an excuse in that case...it is for our selves, not their benefit.
There were others, each case is different. But this one went beautifully as far as I can tell. And I thanked and thanked the guides and universe for it.
Death by predator is not better than this, at least, it does not appear to me that it is preferable, from what I have seen and found.
Thinking of all this world as a SIM. Well, that is another story. Her animation slowed and then stopped. Spirit withdrawing the animation force....but then, it might have been written like that from the start. The spirit that moves through all things....what about dead "things"?
But does it really matter if it is a Sim or "real"? It is a real Sim.
There is gratitude for this one.
Tuesday, March 14, 2017
Good morning, you can turn it off.
Have you heard the name of our current president too many times today? Well then, turn it off.
And now for a little oxymoronic bit: create a Trump-free zone :)
Some folks were or are all still into it, and the big changes and cleaning the swamp thing. Here is my take on it: if the people, the children, the animals and plants and water and air are worse off because of whatever it is he and this administration do, then fuck it, no way, will not have my vote. And just in case you wonder: no, if the environment and other life forms on earth are worse off because of him, I do not think, believe or accept that humans even CAN be better off. That is where I stand. I admit, humans in my mind don't have an inherently higher moral claim to anything on this earth. Using something respectfully, ok, abusing it...no. All the human creativity in the world will never justify for me its existence if it is based on abuse. And yes, this does include knowing where your resources come from. This can be tricky in our world. Beauty and culture based on abuse and slavery - no thank you. One can live with differences in temperament, ability and interest without abusing anything...well, were I am coming from anyway. This is one reason to be here, learning about societies that are so very very different and violent.
Maybe he is playing some role that I suppose is needed to wake some of the rest of us up.....
However, I didn't like the circus in Rome, and I don't like today's any better, meaning, not at all, don't care for it. I know it is there, and it is a big deal for many, I have explored it a number of times myself....it is ...nvm.
Anyway, there you are.
All phenomena is illusion, neither attracted nor repelled, not making any sudden moves, my habits will carry me through. (that is from the ABD - in case some straggler stumbles across this post. The American Book of the Dead is available on amazon in case you want to read some stuff about it)
And now for a little oxymoronic bit: create a Trump-free zone :)
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| This is BeeBee. She walks funny, not sure she ever scratches anything any more. She has an attitude. She loves to sit on my lap. She is much slower than most others to get any of the treat bits. She has black with iridescent greens and blue, incredibly soft feathers. She sometimes breaks up hen fights :) |
Some folks were or are all still into it, and the big changes and cleaning the swamp thing. Here is my take on it: if the people, the children, the animals and plants and water and air are worse off because of whatever it is he and this administration do, then fuck it, no way, will not have my vote. And just in case you wonder: no, if the environment and other life forms on earth are worse off because of him, I do not think, believe or accept that humans even CAN be better off. That is where I stand. I admit, humans in my mind don't have an inherently higher moral claim to anything on this earth. Using something respectfully, ok, abusing it...no. All the human creativity in the world will never justify for me its existence if it is based on abuse. And yes, this does include knowing where your resources come from. This can be tricky in our world. Beauty and culture based on abuse and slavery - no thank you. One can live with differences in temperament, ability and interest without abusing anything...well, were I am coming from anyway. This is one reason to be here, learning about societies that are so very very different and violent.
Maybe he is playing some role that I suppose is needed to wake some of the rest of us up.....
However, I didn't like the circus in Rome, and I don't like today's any better, meaning, not at all, don't care for it. I know it is there, and it is a big deal for many, I have explored it a number of times myself....it is ...nvm.
Anyway, there you are.
All phenomena is illusion, neither attracted nor repelled, not making any sudden moves, my habits will carry me through. (that is from the ABD - in case some straggler stumbles across this post. The American Book of the Dead is available on amazon in case you want to read some stuff about it)
Friday, March 10, 2017
Things of today, her last day
On the verge of tears, but there is no crying...till now.
The mystery of life - and death ...larger than a human mind can grasp. A tsunami of everything, and yet, it is simply just this.
On the way up from the garden there were thoughts like: maybe there is reincarnation, maybe not. however, for this one, this body-mind...it is only this....that is as it appears to be anyhow, for this one...one life is what she got - no matter how many parallel worlds there might be...in THIS one...someday it too will end.
Loving and being kind is really really the most important. ...even as so many times I fall short...pretty much all the time. ...in some way yearning for something I shall never have. I know it is there - somewhere.... it exists
May I be kind to myself then. may you be kind and gentle with yourself.
So here are a couple of pics of today
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Free now.....wherever one goes, where ever you went...I did the best I could - with you or any of your flock mates. good lessons.
...and then there are the feral kitties - adjusted to their new home area - I have no idea where they disappear to exactly - but coming for some food.
while my second life character is off to meditate in the oval office.
The mystery of life - and death ...larger than a human mind can grasp. A tsunami of everything, and yet, it is simply just this.
On the way up from the garden there were thoughts like: maybe there is reincarnation, maybe not. however, for this one, this body-mind...it is only this....that is as it appears to be anyhow, for this one...one life is what she got - no matter how many parallel worlds there might be...in THIS one...someday it too will end.
Loving and being kind is really really the most important. ...even as so many times I fall short...pretty much all the time. ...in some way yearning for something I shall never have. I know it is there - somewhere.... it exists
May I be kind to myself then. may you be kind and gentle with yourself.
So here are a couple of pics of today
Free now.....wherever one goes, where ever you went...I did the best I could - with you or any of your flock mates. good lessons.
...and then there are the feral kitties - adjusted to their new home area - I have no idea where they disappear to exactly - but coming for some food.
while my second life character is off to meditate in the oval office.
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